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| Sunday, August 24, 2008 |
| close your eyes. |
Lately, I have been having problem sleeping. If I slept early, i'll wakeup at 4 and then at 5 again. Even if i slept late, i'll wake up early in the morning and not sleep the whole day till early in the morning the next day. Why is this so. Come to think about it, its not that I have many things to think about. Or maybe I'm denying to fact that I have a lot to think about. Hmmm..
Even now i was woken up thinking of dreams. I still remember those dreams I had when i was young. It was more frequent as compared to the dreams I have now. Sometimes it can be like a series of episodes from one episode to another. Back then, it was all about witches, ghosts or someone who is trying to rob your house. It can be the version of someone trying to kidnap you while you were walking to school or the most worrying one was the fact that your parents were involve in an accident while they were away from the house. All of these you get from what you see. Vivid memories of your daily life combined into a new story alltogether.
But now things are different. As your dreams get lesser, it gets deeper. You think about yourself, looking at the mirror asking what are you doing. It create questions more than answers. Questions that you know you do not have answers to. It varies from the problems you face at that moment to the things that you are afraid to lose the most. You think about people you care, about your achievements and your failures. What hurts the most is you know there and then, there is nothing you can do. How far you have gone in life is a yardstick to make sure that you go further. Even that is so, this time when you wake up from your dream, you're alone.
Fad
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| posted by Fadhli. @ 3:38 AM |
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