A lot has happened lately. No use for me posting about it. Those close to me would know what happened. I guess things do happen for a reason. I shouldnt complain much except for the pain and suffering that I hide inside. Sometimes I do let it out but most of the time I burry it in and I swallow it as much as i can before it takes over everything. Everyone says that I have to be strong. But how strong can i be?
Basically, you only hope for the best. Things do not actually turn out the way you plan. I call it hiccups in life. Yes, even life has hiccups. The difference is that you can get rid of normal hiccups by drinking a glass of water in one go. Life's hiccups on the other hand leaves scars. Scars to your soul. These kind of scars do at times makes you wonder if life would be fair or not. At the end of the day, there's no answer. No use asking in the first place.
Getting back to normal is not that easy. It takes time. Time that you do not have. So what is next? Kneel down and succumb to it? NO. Life must go on. Even if you were scared, it will heal by time. Take a step forward and see how it goes. Only you know what's inside.
What I'm doing right now is looking up at the sky and waiting for a shooting star.
Fadhli.
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