today, i wanted to colour my hair again. this time i'm planning to colour it dark blue. having the guts to actually do it, i went to the saloon just to find out that the hairdresser needs to order the colour first because people rarely use that colour. he also told me that the process will take atleast 3 hours. after some considerations, ive decided to wait for the colour and do it next week. haha semangat kan?
right now, i'm supposed to study criminal law 2, but decided to take a break from it. i'm still waiting for my heroes episode 13 and prison break episode 15 to be downloaded. now it is still around 20%. i guess it will take some time since the connection is not great.
i was just wondering around and suddenly this came through my mind, why that when humans plan their life and things go the opposite, they tend to lose faith and let go of things around them. i guess that happens to me as well. humans cannot run from failures. they tend to ignore it just like it did not happen. but logically, if you do that, then where would be no use for it. failures are always a way of life, to teach us humans a lesson. if u look away, there no use having those failures in the first place.
what i'm worried right now is making the wrong choices. ofcourse in the future i'll regret my decisions. i guess i should be used to it by now. lately all the decisions i made have been wrong. but i couldnt bother more about it. what i'm looking now is at the future not the past. so why should i worry? losing the thing i love the most or opening the door for new people in my life? the answer to the question is not mine to give. i know i'll figure out what to do some day.
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