Saturday, March 24, 2007
All I have are sad stories, not happy ones.
Its no easy to live on with life when you are confused and I can get easily confused. This has nothing to do with my studies, but more to my life. Its not that I dont know what I want with life, but more to I'm not sure how life should be.

This week was not a busy one. Most of the time I spent was in front of my laptop doing my LRM proposal which was submitted yesterday. I took my time doing it cause I started early. I guess I was not pressured in any way. Just that i took too much time I did not study for other subjects. Next week I have two tests. Criminal Test 2 and Land Test 2. I should spend my weekend studying those subjects but I'm a bit tired i guess.

Played futsal last thursday night after 2 months of absence. The good part about it, i enjoyed playing but the bad part is i hurt my toe again. I had a small operation 2 weeks ago to remove my nail since that it was growing through my tissue. I completely healed from it. But the next morning after playing that night my toe was swallon again. I realised that there was still some part of the nail in my toe. I went to the clinic today and the doctor removed it again. It hurt more than the first time. So this time I'll be out for another 1 week. The Inter-part Sports Carnival is coming up and i need to get myself fit for it. Damn.

I hate that the fact I have to decide on things. I hate making decisions. This is because I rather not face the consequences of it. Sometimes it is true that running away from you problems does help. But that is only temporary. I need something strong and solid in my life. I need to be sure of things, I need to feel secure. One month from now, I do not think I have the mental strength to think about this anymore. The only thing to do is decide. So what should i do? Should I let go, or should i stay on?

Fadhli
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